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Feeling Very Unmotivated at Work and Thinking of Quitting

After one week plus of reservist, when I went back to work, I feel so unmotivated, every little thing seems to trigger my urge to throw letter, but every time many things are holding me back, first thing that comes to my mind is my family, my cute little baby girl, my wife, what will happen if I throw letter, or what if I can't find a job, or what will my boss think of me after he placed so much trust in me and etc, it's like my mind is hosting a race of its own, with endless cars speeding round and round, makes me feel so giddy. Maybe my recent in-camp training was too long of a holiday, I feel like just lying on bed all day and do nothing, or bring wife and baby and get the hell out of this country, the thought of going to work, doing the same shit that never seem to improve, see the same idiots who never fail to make me hate my job more, the miserably small table which is already so freaking small but I still have to squeeze in more crap, the freaking miserable room which

Last Day of ICT

So today marks the end of my last ICT, went to Safra for cohesion, see movie, eat, play games, drink, probably not going to see my platoon mates for a long time, or probably never, after marriage I never go out with them, now have baby chances even lower. Tomorrow start work, after this week CNY, this Friday I think half-day, so this week only work 3.5 days, shiok. Today taxi fare to is $31.10, back is $18.90, total $50 just nice. MR Loh!

MR Loh! Bye Bye SAF

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Today finally received my MR letter, the Swiss watch, the 10 year medal and some pins. My platoon mate who haven't MR asked me how I feel, I told him feeling same like getting pink IC, never get keep yearning for it, but when get it don't feel anything. Looking back so much time has passed, now I'm 34 years old already, look back feels like time fly very fast, but when you are in the midst of it, time is crawling. No more field training, sai kang, route march, recall manning, IPPT or whatever other unimaginable nonsense. But I still haven't clear my IPPT, still liable but don't care already, since it's my first time default, at most they give me warning. Now open beer celebrate ;) Today taxi fare to is $22.90, back is $17.85, total $40.75.

Tomorrow MR Ceremony

Today my commanders read out the MR list, called my name, sibei happy, after 13 years I finally going to MR. If never defer that one time last year I would have MR but good thing this ICT relax, no field training. Tomorrow ceremony they say have to rehearse, actually I don't need the ceremony or watch, just give me the letter stating that I have MR, no need to be so troublesome. Finally, feeling good, MR lor! Today taxi fare to is $17.40, back is $22.50, total $39.90.

Taxi Fare for Today ICT

I think the most siong part of this ICT is over, today we went for range in the morning, shoot finish afternoon go back camp return arms and book. So today taxi to is $24.95, back is $17.60, total $42.55.

Today Went for Educational Tour

Today nothing much, morning we went for IPPT but I never take, for me kind of pointless since no award, I had pectoral strain so excused from push-ups permanently, so I told my IC my leg pain. After that we went for an educational tour, it's about the Malay regiment who bravely defended Singapore during WWII, I think the tour is more focused on this soldier named Adnan Saidi,  he fought to his last breath, very inspiring. But actually in my mind I just want to quickly book out, can't really enjoy anything during ICT, being forced to go and wanting to go is very different. 4 more days to go. Today cab fare to is $22.40, back is $17, total $39.40, still below budget.

Today Went Back for Last ICT

This is my 7th high-key, have plenty of low-keys so this time 99% is my last time going back. You might ask why the 1% doubt, because today my platoon mates came up with all sorts of jokes, some said they received a letter 3 months ago telling them about the award for completing the ORNS cycle, and that the money had been credited into their CPF account. I didn't receive such a letter, but I don't think they did, because they don't call it a completion award and then give it to you first before you complete it. Another is some said they already got their watch, this one similarly not possible since we haven't complete our last in-camp, why would they give the watch first. But in army no joke can bored to death, this in-camp same as the last one, nothing much probably because most of us going to MR and going to be CNY soon, maybe they don't want to risk any injury before CNY. So basically it's a high-key but a very relax one, I thought there would be field trai

Bought 20,000 Shares of SingPost @ $1.49

Seems like a good price so I bought, wonder why the share price so low now.

Bring Baby for Chicken Pox Vaccination

The polyclinic charge $77 per dose, at first I thought my daughter only need one dose, end up the nurse told me she need two doses, the second one to be given 3 months later. The Health Promotion Board website say need only one dose, why so different lol, so HPB is right or the polyclinic is right. If don't need of course just one dose will do, why pay another $77 for nothing. I emailed HPB see what they say. Anyway chicken pox vaccine is optional, but I think should just jab la, even though it is just to lessen the effect. Last time when I had chicken pox I remember one whole week stuck at home, whole body damn itchy, my mother put one basin of hot water under my bed when I sleep, it was a bad experience.

This Month Utilities Bill $13.17

This month government give $65 rebate, shiok!

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